Neglected
Feeling not wanted
And I'm feeling neglected
Cannot show my true side
My feelings for someone has just been denied
Putting on a fake face
I need to have less space
Why does this always occur?
Fuck it, life's all a big blur
No one know the real person I am
Choking in this like a bad cold
Feel like screaming "I hate this universe"
Every day is another rehearse
Why does life end after being old
Is there even an after?
Never mind I don't care anymore
I need some laughter
No point in anything
Just the opposite of Jesse j
It is all about the cha-ching $
All who don't care say nay
... nay
If god does exist the
Nigga, nigga, gigga
What happening with ya
Man what are you wearing!
Come with me
In gonna make you look G
Hey man i gotta go pick up my ho
What in the hell are you doing!
Sorry no room for a homo
Its alright we just need to get you some blow
What is you're ride!?!
A caravan
where did you get that your dad?
Ride that you'll gonna be on a limp
Don't worry son ill turn you into a pimp
Welcome to your home
sorry about the wall foam
What the hell you listening to? DAVID ARCHELETTO
No need to worry welcome to the ghetto
Whats wrong, you don't like this?
But it has the lovely smell of piss
You cannot leave,
Try and ill shoot, i
Drink Drink Drink
hide the pain
this is how i think
this place is getting lame
no other way to be
is this a good idea
feeling sorta free
people are annoying like a flea
not feeling too good
gonna throw up
this is a bad neighborhood
dad tells me its time to grow up
but I never had a childhood
everyone treats me like shit
nothing is alright
damn give me another hit
heart and soul in a moral fight
not so good
tonight was a bad night
gotta conceal my bad memories
a sad past
broken tales of parent told child stories
didn't think I could last
life is endless
lets put it to the test
all life can give me is less
shit just g
Thought you were different by esteveze32, literature
Literature
Thought you were different
I'm about to lose my mind,
you have been gone for so long,
It is you within me that I find,
I'm so messed up... ding dong,
I need a doctor,
It is just not the same anymore,
You are the only remaining factor,
No more,
Make up your mind,
This is truly killing me inside,
I am running out of time,
I think the last memory of me in your mind has died,
Where the fuck are my friends now,
They just left,
The thought hits me hard... kapow,
What happened to the thought till death,
Bring me back into reality,
I'm trapped inside my own made up world,
In my mind there is happiness and tranquility,
But just one thought of you and it ends
You will never love me,
Never out of my head,
Never to be free,
I am a needle with a single thread,
Your like the simple breeze,
Gone as quick as the wind,
You make my heart freeze,
You will only ever be my friend,
On this unfriendly water is to not drown and tread,
All I can do is stay here where I am,
Inside I am dead,
no telling of time. No am or pm
shall I ever feel better,
love anyone else like you,
I am forever imprisoned in your summer letter,
Don't lie. You are untrue
you will never love me.
I am depressed,
Everything is futile,
It all just makes me stressed,
I am in denial,
just kill me,
it would be better than
two shots of hate from a mouth as loud as a gun,
like a immature teen who says it for fun.
With these words a war has just begun,
my life gone away as I know it,
I am done
two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one
a lonely soul left alone
stabs into me like a million spears
bringing up all my fears
as the world itself disappears
this life wasn't worth the sad sad pun,
like the setting alone forever sun.
The rest of my life wont have purpose without you,
I am feeling sad and blue,
but in the end all I will ever hear is your two words,
fuck you.
who am I?
I am the executioner of lives,
come in by the trillions of knives,
the hope of the sad,
the rescuer of the damned,
I am a thought in your head of a way out,
makes you just want to shout,
I can come and go like that,
make you jump out of a building... splat.
A pathway from your insecurity,
getting rid of all your impurities,
escape from your life quick as a bat,
I know that you all really want that,
to happiness of your prospective or hell,
it takes one slip up or a fall quick as a bell,
and I will take over,
no need for any more you hopeless loner.
who am I you ask again?
I am depression, your only friend.
My life is full of sadness and broken dreams,
I am truly unnoticed,
body full of screams,
no one hears it,
I am unseen,
a shadow in the wind,
vulnerable to giving in,
My emotions I cannot express,
I feel like my essence is being undressed,
I am going insane day by day,
fearful ill end up with no pay day,
Everyday of my life is the same,
full aimlessness and pain,
another day is routine in no use to me,
like the person I used to be,
my friends are just there,
it hurts me in here,
never there,
in my core,
it is beaten and sore,
no fear for what lies ahead and whats next,
It seems the only importance in life is sex,
drug
Who do you think you are?
Why are you such a dumb ass,
why are you pathetic,
why do you act like that,
why are you crying,
why do you even exist,
what is up with you,
whats your problem,
why the hell do you do that,
why are you so pathetic,
why do you even breath,
your so sad. Its kinda funny,
don't be such a baby,
GOD I wish you weren't here,
can you do that or are you incapable,
you aren't going anywhere in life are you,
your not even funny,
you have no personality,
why are you so ugly inside,
why don't you just seize to exist,
Who the fuck are you?
That's an easy question... im you
Neglected
Feeling not wanted
And I'm feeling neglected
Cannot show my true side
My feelings for someone has just been denied
Putting on a fake face
I need to have less space
Why does this always occur?
Fuck it, life's all a big blur
No one know the real person I am
Choking in this like a bad cold
Feel like screaming "I hate this universe"
Every day is another rehearse
Why does life end after being old
Is there even an after?
Never mind I don't care anymore
I need some laughter
No point in anything
Just the opposite of Jesse j
It is all about the cha-ching $
All who don't care say nay
... nay
If god does exist the
Nigga, nigga, gigga
What happening with ya
Man what are you wearing!
Come with me
In gonna make you look G
Hey man i gotta go pick up my ho
What in the hell are you doing!
Sorry no room for a homo
Its alright we just need to get you some blow
What is you're ride!?!
A caravan
where did you get that your dad?
Ride that you'll gonna be on a limp
Don't worry son ill turn you into a pimp
Welcome to your home
sorry about the wall foam
What the hell you listening to? DAVID ARCHELETTO
No need to worry welcome to the ghetto
Whats wrong, you don't like this?
But it has the lovely smell of piss
You cannot leave,
Try and ill shoot, i
Drink Drink Drink
hide the pain
this is how i think
this place is getting lame
no other way to be
is this a good idea
feeling sorta free
people are annoying like a flea
not feeling too good
gonna throw up
this is a bad neighborhood
dad tells me its time to grow up
but I never had a childhood
everyone treats me like shit
nothing is alright
damn give me another hit
heart and soul in a moral fight
not so good
tonight was a bad night
gotta conceal my bad memories
a sad past
broken tales of parent told child stories
didn't think I could last
life is endless
lets put it to the test
all life can give me is less
shit just g
Thought you were different by esteveze32, literature
Literature
Thought you were different
I'm about to lose my mind,
you have been gone for so long,
It is you within me that I find,
I'm so messed up... ding dong,
I need a doctor,
It is just not the same anymore,
You are the only remaining factor,
No more,
Make up your mind,
This is truly killing me inside,
I am running out of time,
I think the last memory of me in your mind has died,
Where the fuck are my friends now,
They just left,
The thought hits me hard... kapow,
What happened to the thought till death,
Bring me back into reality,
I'm trapped inside my own made up world,
In my mind there is happiness and tranquility,
But just one thought of you and it ends
You will never love me,
Never out of my head,
Never to be free,
I am a needle with a single thread,
Your like the simple breeze,
Gone as quick as the wind,
You make my heart freeze,
You will only ever be my friend,
On this unfriendly water is to not drown and tread,
All I can do is stay here where I am,
Inside I am dead,
no telling of time. No am or pm
shall I ever feel better,
love anyone else like you,
I am forever imprisoned in your summer letter,
Don't lie. You are untrue
you will never love me.
I am depressed,
Everything is futile,
It all just makes me stressed,
I am in denial,
just kill me,
it would be better than
two shots of hate from a mouth as loud as a gun,
like a immature teen who says it for fun.
With these words a war has just begun,
my life gone away as I know it,
I am done
two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one
a lonely soul left alone
stabs into me like a million spears
bringing up all my fears
as the world itself disappears
this life wasn't worth the sad sad pun,
like the setting alone forever sun.
The rest of my life wont have purpose without you,
I am feeling sad and blue,
but in the end all I will ever hear is your two words,
fuck you.
who am I?
I am the executioner of lives,
come in by the trillions of knives,
the hope of the sad,
the rescuer of the damned,
I am a thought in your head of a way out,
makes you just want to shout,
I can come and go like that,
make you jump out of a building... splat.
A pathway from your insecurity,
getting rid of all your impurities,
escape from your life quick as a bat,
I know that you all really want that,
to happiness of your prospective or hell,
it takes one slip up or a fall quick as a bell,
and I will take over,
no need for any more you hopeless loner.
who am I you ask again?
I am depression, your only friend.
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